Its been a while since I last uploaded anything, in fact the 21st of last month and a while prior to that, I'm not going into details but the last few weeks have been a bit of a roller coaster, in fact the last few years have but I have only just realised just how much. I put my faith in the medical profession when I went to them with issues but it seems my faith was misplaced, you should be able to trust your doctors to help you, its sad when you find that they simply palmed you off with pills that you later find have done you more harm than good. Things are still not right, I have a while to go to detox what was put in me and then to adjust the way I think, to have more control over who I am and no more reliance on poisons to make me right, the only one that can do that is me.
Apologies for my absence but I hope to be able to think a little more straight soon
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Fanime was amazing but it totally left me sick for weeks 
after I got better, I went through the letters I got and found one that had nothing but $20 and a note describing one of my posters. It looked like someone made a mistake and accidentally gave me their money without getting a poster. I want to return that money so If it was you, please e-mail me at Yuumei.yan@gmail.com with your name and address.
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I think that pills work, but they have to be the right ones, taken for the right lenght, and they have to be a transitional help, because unfortunately healing it is not just a question of strenght of will, and this is why sometimes we need meds. But pills can not be the whole care. They can't take the place of the research of the reasons of your feeling bad, of the identifying the problems and resolving them (or most likely making peace with them
I root for you
Feel better...I now bout 'em doctors.
Hold on tight mate!