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Back From The Brink

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 5, 2011, 11:19 AM



Its been a while since I last uploaded anything, in fact the 21st of last month and a while prior to that, I'm not going into details but the last few weeks have been a bit of a roller coaster, in fact the last few years have but I have only just realised just how much. I put my faith in the medical profession when I went to them with issues but it seems my faith was misplaced, you should be able to trust your doctors to help you, its sad when you find that they simply palmed you off with pills that you later find have done you more harm than good. Things are still not right, I have a while to go to detox what was put in me and then to adjust the way I think, to have more control over who I am and no more reliance on poisons to make me right, the only one that can do that is me.

Apologies for my absence but I hope to be able to think a little more straight soon :)

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Back From The Brinkby MikeShawPhotography

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JonnyGoodboy Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
All the best to you in your recovery and inner searching Mike,whatever that may be :manhug:
Maybe like me,you had tabs that simply didn`t work for your body,head,whatever,I had the worse year of my life last year and pumped some anti-depressants into me,they didn`t help shit though and it took me a while to ween myself back off them.
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MikeShawPhotography Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011
Exactly the same here mate, apparently I should have been assessed before they put me on them, when they didn't work they kept upping the dose!!

Cheers Jonny :beer:
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JonnyGoodboy Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
:nod: same,they upped mine too.
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KarenFiore Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Mike I feel your pain...Twice I let this happen to me, now I have found a Doctor who thinks like I do...lets try everything before the meds..or if we have to use meds we do so very carefully...But since I went through this hell twice and came back I am so much stronger inside, and so very, very careful what I put in my body....:heart: hang in there...and yes be strong and be very loving and patient with yourself...:heart:
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MikeShawPhotography Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011
I'm working on it Karen, I now think twice before I take anything :hug:
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7Vanilla7 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011
Take your time to get better Mike! Better take it easy right? Health is damn important.
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MikeShawPhotography Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011
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iStrife Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2011
Shit, get better Mike. We need people like you.
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MikeShawPhotography Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2011
Cheers mate :beer:
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SMerle Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2011  Professional Photographer
It is a terrible feeling not being able to put faith in your healer. Unfortunately, today they have become pill pushers for the pharmaceutical companies and whores for the insurance companies. Otherwise, they don't get paid. I'm so sorry to hear that you have been ill. I'm not aware of what it is so I can't advise you. A quiet place for meditation and visualize what ever is wrong with you to go away and replace it love and beauty. That I know you can do. Wish you all the best my friend. :heart:
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